This question is asked many times and also answered by me many times. It is as old as palmistry and astrology and would never go away.
That is for you to decide and no one can do it for you.
But I would say this – do not fence sit or remain undecided.
If you believe, do it 200% and if you do not believe then also do it 200%.
Otherwise you would be causing yourself a lot of mental turmoil and anguish.